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for margo
i hope you are safe and warm
i miss you already

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released July 8, 2016

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Track Name: past and present
i am on my own
i am on my own
i am on my own
i am on my own
Track Name: no brain
i said look outside the sky looks so pretty
but you wont listen to me
i said look at the sky and look at the water and look at the trees
but you wont fucking listen to me
but you wont fucking listen to me
Track Name: the sky is nice, my face hurts and i hope u r happy
i adore you
i adore you

breathe out your eyes
and i’ll scream from mine
i miss the way i saw you at night
Track Name: captain dog
the shadows reminded me of home
but now they remind me i’m a ghost
and i wonder why i’m cold
but then i remember my wet clothes

why isnt there nearly as much you as there is sky
when we went to see ur grandads grave we watched the dead get high
on the next life
and in the rotting flowers, rock and tall grass
i think i felt alive

do u want to know
about my broken nose and my bank notes
i am all alone
i broke in through ur window
window

do u want to know
about all the water on my raincoat
i am all alone
living on my boat
my boat

i wish i didnt feel as weak
(only half way through the week)
u pushed me in the sea
(i didnt realise it was this deep)
and the sharks are hungry for me
(theres blood from the cuts on my knees)
and the shore’s just out of reach

do u want to know
about my broken nose and my bank notes
i am all alone
i broke in through ur window
window

do u want to know
about all the water on my raincoat
i am all alone
living on my boat
my boat

do u want to know
about my broken nose and my bank notes
i am all alone
i broke in through ur window
window

do u want to know
about all the water on my raincoat
i am all alone
i can’t keep afloat
afloat
Track Name: looking up and not seeing the sun
when i’m gone and when i’m lonely
i sit in the car and pretend that i’m not me
and it helps a little to think that i’m nothing
for a little while

when i’m fine and when i’m happy
i sleep in the bath and pretend i’m dreaming
but it never helps because i’m so little
compared to everything

i’m not me i’m not me
i’m not me i’m not me
i’m not me i’m not me
i’m not me i’m not me
Track Name: u r all of my favourite colours
i opened my eyes to see you
it’s fine weather we’re having don’t you think
pretty little world pretty little beautiful world
you kill me but i still love you

i won’t open my eyes unless i see you
it’s kind of you to say you love me too
pretty little girl pretty little beautiful girl
i kill you but you still love me
Track Name: i wish the voice in my head didn’t give me headaches
these days it seems
im either dry and cold
or sweaty and hot
i dont have riches
all i eat is cold toast
with spaghetti on top

please steer me steady
so i won’t forget you
or my path home
and im not ready
to go on without you
in my new home
Track Name: hearts for hands 2
i see shadows in my room
but they arent mine
and i am the only one here tonight

where does air and sky meet
are we all just floating
am i stood in the sky right now

hey god is this a game to you
all the things u take all the shit u do
and i know that ur not living
but that doesnt mean i shouldnt

before im old and out of time
i’ll forget what it feels like to feel alive
but in my last few seconds
i know i’ll never forget it

its hard to say its not you its me
because how could i miss something i never had
and my sense of self is fleeting lately
am i pure evil or am i the worst thing the world has ever had

is this real or is this a dream
i wake up and think the exact same thing
Track Name: i'm a violent person
u found all my spare change in my pockets
all the change that i needed because i need to change
i had a vision of me ripping ur eyes out ur sockets
give me back my money i need it to pay

beat me black
oh black and blue
hold me close
because its fine when im with u

i found the skeleton in ur closet
i never thought that it would be me
get ur greasy hands out of my pockets
can’t u see what all this bleach does to me

bleach me black
oh black and blue
i take it back
dont u see that i need u
Track Name: honey
i'm dirty and warm
i think ive fallen in love
sucking the sweet stuff off my fingers
i hope all this sugar kills me

i’m dirty and pure
i’m coming back for more
sticking a fork in a toaster is a dangerous game
i hope it fukcing kills me

im dirty and sickly
knowing ill never be pretty
ill smash every mirror so i dont have to see myself
i hope the broken glass will kill me
Track Name: am i the man of ur dreams yet or are you not sleeping enough (i wish you were here)
will you always need me
when i’m sick or i am dead
because i cant help thinking
that you are my only friend

do you even love me
do you even love me
do you even love me
why would you ever love
a thing like me

because you are a shining sun
and i am your starry night
i feel like we are one
i just wish you didn’t have to say goodbye

and i get so scared of life
i might need you to hold me
because when i look in your eyes
i see the whole me

hold me hold me hold me
hold me hold me hold me
hold me hold me hold me
hold me hold me hold me
Track Name: bleh
everybody dies
but no one dies for me
every night i have a nightmare
but then i wake up and it’s the same

everybody cries
but no one cries for me
no one will feel sorry for me until i’m dead
if anyone cries at my funeral i’ll make sure they die too
Track Name: necklace
theres holes in my shoes but i still love them
theres ants in my food but i wont kill them
ur the pretty flowers i can see in my garden
ur the colour of the sky when the sun is golden

there’s a light on the hill that i watch at night
it reminds me that there are other people who are alive
but sometimes when it’s foggy or when i go blind
the light doesn’t reach my eyes
Track Name: k-n-i-f-e-g-u-n
bedroom eyes
oh you’re so mine
i can’t wait to get away
trophy case
its full of lies

pull me in and tuck me under
im not one for being blunt but
i must say
that i can’t wait

pretty words they don’t come easy
so ill whisper them in your ears while your sleeping
to make sure you’re happy dreaming
of something pretty

porcelain cracks
things i can’t take back
i just want to make my escape
bury me in the backyard
im getting lost in my pillowcase

pull me down and lose me in there
who am i behind all my hair
you said you won't
leave till i go
but i don’t want to go
Track Name: bill viola (come back i miss u already)
i said the world would still turn without me
the sun would shine with out me
the stars and moon would shine just as brightly
and the world that i see all around me
would just keep on spinning
it’ll just keep on spinning

and you said
but you are the sun
and you are the stars
and you are the moon
and you are the world
and you are the sun
and you are the stars
and you are the moon
and you are the world